10 (mental question): What's wrong with me, anyway?!?!

I can't remember when, but it had been a long time since I last had a long, profound and honest cry. Those ones we do by ourselves, not in someone's presence, 'cause it is a lot easier to become emotional during conversations...
Strangely, it's being harder and harder to cry lately. Not because I don't feel like or need it. I guess it takes too much courage and honesty to do that when we consider ourselves adults. Not that teenager silly whining, a deep one. Sitting in the dark, letting emotions take over, sighing.
Well... I did it. And it felt better afterwards. And I felt alive. And I realised I still have a small portion of poetry in my heart.
Good.